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Fan Fiction

Title: Vacation
Author: Trang
Genre: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 4
Words: 34491
Started: January 2000
Finished: February  2001

+++ CHAPTER 2 +++

In the room.
- Hi girls - I said while kissing their cheeks - Sorry, but can you leave the room for a while? I have to talk with Roberto.
- Ok lovers – they said.
- Thanks.
When they left I went to Roberto.
- Roberto, I have to tell you something very important - I began.
- What is happening - asked Roberto sadly.
- I've met someone and I'm in love with him.
- But... I thought you love me. Do you remember how happy we were? Everything could be back. Please, give me a chance. - he said with tears in his eyes.
- I loved you but then when I didn't get any information of you I've learn to forget you. I don't want to hurt your feelings, but I can't be your girlfriend anymore. You'll always in my heart as my first true love and I can offer you only my friendship. You've given me a lot. I really regret that we can't be together, but the love doesn't choose.
- Is it that guy today?
- Yes.
- But he is much elder than you.
- 4 years, but it doesn't matter.
- Ok then. I wish you all the best. And be happy with him – he said looking down.
- Thank you for understanding - I cried – you are wonderful man.
We hugged each other and cried together. Then he left my room. The girls came in. They saw I was trying to wipe the tears.
- Hey, crying girl, what happened? – Julia asked.
- I just broke up with Roberto. – I said quietly.
- What??? – Sue yelled – are you crazy?
- He is so cute and handsome – Julia added.
- I think I’m in love with Michael, but I don’t know this for sure – I answered.
- This Michael must be super ‘cause you have changed the great boy like Roberto to him.
- Mike is… well, I don’t know how he is… he is just different than the other boys that I know. Let’s stop talking about this OK?
- Ok – they said together.
Next day Paddy came to my hotel and wanted ask me for a walk. Of course I agreed to go with him. When we went to the hotel’s gate, Roberto was standing there. We said ‘hi’ to him. 
- Hey, can we talk? – he turn to Paddy.
- Yes, of course – Paddy said.
I went to Paddy’s car and waited for him. After a while hi arrived.
- What were you guys talking about? – I wondered.
- About you, what else. I don’t know what did he mean saying that I have to care about you, cause he would kill me. Do you know what did he mean?
- I guess so… 
We jumped to the car.
- So tell me – Paddy said while driving.
- Mike, I was his girlfriend and I think he cares for me.
- You were? You mean you are not?
- Yes, I was his girlfriend, but we have broken up yesterday.
- Why did you do this?
- I didn’t want to hurt him. I think he was a little jealous that we went all the day together. He really believed that I would come back to him and in few days we would be a real pair again. I couldn’t let him to think that way, ‘cause you know…
- No, I don’t know. Tell me why?
- I’m falling in love with you…
Paddy smiled.
- I’m glad of that. 
There was silence. Paddy stopped the car. There was a beautiful park. We walked together and suddenly Paddy asked me.
- Do you want to be my girlfriend?
- Please, give me a little time. You are too fast.
- Too fast? We know each other for a week and I’m leaving in few days. Come on, be my…
- You know what, Mike? I thought you are different of all other boys, but I was wrong. You are the biggest ego that I know – I yelled at him and went faster.
Paddy didn’t say anything. He run to me and stopped me.
- I’m sorry. Hanna, I’m sorry. I just…
I turned to him with tears in my cheeks.
- Please leave me alone. I don’t want to know you anymore.
- Listen to me… I have loved you since we were in the plane. I tried to be patient but I can’t wait anymore. I wanna kiss you and be with you all the time that left.
- And what about me? You would leave in few days and I would cry and wait for the mail from you that never come? No Mike, I don’t wanna go through this anymore.
- But you love me and you can’t do anything about this. Beside we would meet each other, ‘cause I will come to Poland - he yelled, then he added softly - Hanna I love you, I don’t want to lose you when I’m leaving England. Trust me. Give me a chance.
I took his hands and went closer him. We kissed each other long and deeply. I whispered to his ears:
- I love you too, and I want to be with you.
- I won’t fail you, I swear – he said looking in my eyes.
Suddenly his mobile phone rang. While Paddy was talking I thought about our relationship. I hope this time would be different and he will keep his promise. 
- I have to tell you something. It was my sister Kathy and she said that I have to come back home…
- When do you leave?
- Tomorrow!
- What? No!!
- I have to. I have some job to do. I regret but I can’t stay – he said sadly.
I said nothing.
- Are you mad at me? – he asked.
- No, I’m not. You know what? My live has no sense. Everything goes wrong when it seems to all right. Maybe the love is not for me? – I cried.
- Don’t say that. I’ll..
- Stop talking about this, we have only few hours together – I interrupted him.
- OK then, come with me to my home. I have to show you something.
- Let’s go.
Hand in hand we left the park. I knew that in few hours he would leave my life forever. I wanted that our last moments were perfect and I pretend that everything was alright. When we were in Paddy’s house he took something from his wardrobe then he turned on a romantic music.
- Hanna, I wanna give you this – he said opening the box.
It was a gold necklace with a heart. I looked at this and I didn’t know what to say.
- I can’t take it – I finally said and turned away.
- You don’t like it? I would buy you something else.
- Michael, it’s beautiful, but just can’t take it and I don’t know if we… - I turned to him.
- This is my heart, I’m giving it to you. I want you to know that I love you. – he interrupted me.
- I know you love me and you don’t need to give me this to prove your love. I will love you too. Beside it’s too expensive.
Paddy took it from the box and put it in my neck.
- I told you… - I began.
- Psssss, please don’t say anything – Paddy quieted me.
- But…
He didn’t let me say anything more. He kissed me softly and swung his body with music. I loved him more and more with every sec. We danced about 20 minutes and than I helped him to pack his clothes. It took us a long time, because we couldn’t stop kissing. After it Paddy drive me back to the hotel. Before the gate we kissed each other for goodbye, ‘cause tomorrow we could not to meet again.
I spent two weeks without Paddy. It was two longest weeks in my life. In the Polish airport my four best friends and my dad waited. We greeted and then the girls left because they though I needed some rest, so my dad and I went to home.
- Dad do I have any mail? – I asked sitting in the car.
- No, you don’t have any letters. Are you waiting for it?
- No. – I lied.
I hoped that Paddy sent me some mail. Maybe he didn’t do this cause he knew I wasn’t home. Maybe he would do this in few days. When I was home I went to my room and thought about my prince. I looked at the necklace and hope he would call or write soon. Suddenly the phone rang and my dad called me to came. I thought it was Paddy.
- Hello, that is you sweetheart?
- Hi, this is me Ann.
- Oh, sorry…
- Girls and I wonder if tomorrow we would come to you to plane our trip to Gymnich. Do you remember?
- Yes of course, come to me tomorrow, I have some things for you guys.
- See ya soon
- Bye.
The next day in my home.
- Hey girls, come in.
- Are your parents home? – Monica asked.
- No they are not. We have the whole home just for us – I answered.
- Great. – Ann said jumping to my sofa.
- So how was in England? Have you met someone nice there? – Marta wondered.
- Yes, I met Michael and Roberto.
- Roberto? This bum? – Ann yelled 
- Don’t say this. He is all right. – I smiled.
- And who is Michael? – Marta asked.
- It’s a long story… I met him in the plane and now I’m his girlfriend.
- Wow, the story is really long. Hehehe.
- Look he gave it to me. He said this is his heart.
- Sweet boy. Is he English?
- I’m not sure, I think he is not. He has strange accent and he lives in Germany, but he is not German at well.
- You don’t know where your boy is from?
- I don’t remember even his last name. He told me once but I was too nervous to remember. He is just Michael and he is my love, I don’t care about the rest.
- Did you know that Paddy was also in England for two weeks? But now he is in Spain with his family.
- So when we will come to his castle?
- In two weeks when they will be back.
- Come on to my room. I have something for you.
We all went to my room. I gave them some gifts and we had some chocolates from England.
Two weeks later.
I and my friends met in the station to went to Cologne. In the train they sang some songs of the Kellys.
- Hanna, do you wanna see my new pictures of Paddy? I bought it while you were in England – Ann asked.
- Yes, show me – I wanted to make her happy.
She gave me her album. I open it and…
- What is a hell. – I was in surprise.
- Hanna, if you don’t like them you could not watch it – Ann yelled angrily.
- No, I’m sorry. It’s not about the Kellys. Here is the boy… he looks like my Michael. What is his name? – I asked pointing to Paddy’s picture.
- This is Paddy Kelly. Michael Patrick Kelly. Does your Mike really look like him? – Ann wondered.
- No, this is he. You said his name is Michael, right?
- Yes, this is his first name, but everybody uses his second name – Paddy.
- How old is he?
- He is 22 years old. I think it’s not your Mike, ‘cause Paddy has already a girlfriend for three months and he has no castle in England but in Ireland, but I heard that they had sold this castle, so they have only the one in Germany. 
- But he looks… his smile… maybe he has a twin brother?
- Paddy doesn’t have a twin brother.
We stop to talk about this, but I couldn’t stop to think about this guy. Maybe it wasn’t Michael that I love.
Before Gymnich.
- Wow, this is the castle Gymnich. It’s so big and wonderful – Marta looked at the castle.
- And there are only about ten fans there. Maybe the Kellys would come today – added Ann
- Hi girls, did the Kellys come today? – Monica yelled to the crowd.
- No, but look Paddy is coming – a girl said.
Everyone went closer the gate and shout “Paddy, Paddy”. I still thought about my Michael. Why he didn’t write or call me and why he looked like Paddy Kelly?
- Hanna, come here! – Ann called me from the gate.
- I’m coming – I said approaching to her.
While I was there Marta showed me her autograph from Paddy. I look at the guy in other side of the gate. He was kissing and hugging his fans. Then he looked at me and my neck.
- Hanna? – he whispered.
- Hanna, he knows you… oh God, so that is true - Ann said dreamy.
I didn’t say anything and left the crowd. So that was my Mike. Why he didn’t tell me that he was a member of The Kelly Family? I felt so mad to him. He lied to me and I hate to be cheated the most. After a while I joined to the crowd again. I want to hear an explanation or something from him.
- Hi Paddy. Can I ask you for something? – I said loudly, ‘cause they were calling his name.
- Yes, of course – he answered.
- Do you still remember the girl from England? – I cried.
- Yes I do – he took my hand and said quietly.
- Honey it’s enough for today – a young girl called him.
- Huh..?? – I looked at him questioning.
- This is my… - he started.
The girl came next to him and she kissed him in his mouth. The others shouted “bitch, leave Paddy alone”.
I took my hand away from him and cried. Paddy left with that girl to the castle.
- Are you ok? – Monica asked.
- No, I’m not – was my short answer.
- Come on to a hotel – Ann said sadly.
- No, I want to stay. Your idol could come again. You can’t miss it – I cried.
- Are you sure? – she asked.
- I’m sure. Don’t worry.
Someone at the gate shouted, “Angelo is coming, haaaaa”. Monika and Marta took my hand and pushed me with them closer to see their idol. He also hugged the fans. He thought that I was also a fan so he shook my hand and hugged me. While he did it he was giving me a card and whispered this was from Paddy. I didn’t take this card and left the gate. I was mad to Paddy and didn’t want anything from him. Angelo came back to the castle. After an hour a car went out of the castle. The fans said that was Paddy’s girlfriend car. They also said that Paddy was very happy that he had found his second part and they were going to marry. The fans were a bit mad and called her a bitch.
- Ann, is he going to marry that girl? – I questioned seriously.
- Yes, Hanna – Ann nodded - People said that he wants to do this; maybe it’s just a gossip.
- No, this is not just a gossip – a girl interrupted us – look, they wrote here that Paddy said that he was going to marry his model and he loved her very much – she showed us a newspaper.
Suddenly we heard that people were screaming. We turned and at the gate was Paddy again. Of course everyone run to him except me. I thought about this newspaper. I knew that I had lost him forever and I want to see him one more time. I put the necklace off from my neck and went to the gate. When he saw me he went closer and tried to hold my hand, but everything he got from me was the necklace. 
- Here is your heart – I said coolly giving him the necklace.
- No Hanna, don’t do this. – he said loudly.
Everybody was wondering what was going on and they stopped yelling. Paddy set my hand off and turned away ‘cause he didn’t want fans to make up more rumours. The fans came closer me like they wanted to kill me. They asked me many questions but I couldn’t breathe. My friends tried to take me of them but they were too weak. I fall in the ground and some of them kicked me. Paddy saw it and went back and yelled to them.
- Leave her alone.
He tried to go out, but the security didn’t let him. He sent a bodyguard to help me. The guard took me inside. I couldn’t walk myself so Paddy had to help me. He put my arms in his shoulders and we went together in the castle.
- Oh, my god, what is going on? – a girl said.
- Patty, help me. She is bleeding. Gizz, it’s all my fault.
Patricia went to the kitchen and brought back a bandage. She wiped the blood and put woollen wool to my wounds. Then Paddy sat next to me.
- Are you ok?
- What do you think? – I shrugged.
- I’m sorry – he started – I should tell the truth to you while we were in England, but I didn’t want to destroy our friendship.
- Just forget about it Mike, I mean Paddy. I knew it never work. Thank you for your help with those fans, but now let me go to my friends – I yelled at him.
- No, you can’t go out now, they would kill you.
- So what? It’s not your business at all – I yelled.
- Hanna, don’t say that. I love you and I care for you – Paddy tried to calm me down.
- Yeah, right. You love me and you are going to marry that model! – I said angrily.
- You are jealous, do you?
- Hey, Hanna, nice to meet you again, but what has happened to you? – Angelo interrupted us.
- Hi postman! What is your name?
- My name is Angelo, I’m Paddy’s younger brother.
- Angelo, get lost – Paddy yelled.
- No, stay here – I teased Paddy.
- Hmm, I must to phone Adam. See you later – Angelo said that and run away.
- Your brother is cute – I smiled.
- You didn’t answer to my question. Are you jealous cause of Sara?
- So she is Sara? And you think I have reasons to be jealous?
- No, you have not, but just answer the question.
- I’m not jealous because I have no reason. You weren’t mine but her. We had spent together few nice days. That is all! – I tried to hide the pain inside my heart – I wonder if your brother Angelo would like me – I added.
- Stop it! – Paddy yelled at me.
- Wow Paddy, calm down. I won’t tell your girlfriend about us.
- Of course you won’t. I’ll tell her that.
- Right! You will - I said ironically - I have to go now – I added and went out.
- You don’t believe me, do you?
- Applauses for Paddy, he has guessed my thinks! – I looked mad to Paddy. 
- I’ll show you.
We went together to the gate. The fans still were there. When we were close Paddy suddenly took my hand.
- Hi girls again. I want to tell you that Hanna is my girlfriend and I love only her. Sara means nothing for me.
I stood there completely surprised. Paddy continued:
- Hanna, I really love you. Please forgive me! – he said loudly and everyone could hear that.
- Emmm – I was a bit shamed and tears running down my checks – I… don’t know what to say.
- You don’t have to say nothing. Go with me back to the castle for a talk.
- Ok! – I said quietly
We went back to the castle. There were Patricia and Kathy watching TV.
- Girls, this is Hanna, my girlfriend – Paddy said happily.
- What? What about Sara and your marriage? – Patricia asked.
- It’s cancelled - said Paddy definitively.
- Hi Hanna, you did a great job – Kathy add.
- Why? – I smiled.
- Because nobody here likes Sara, except Paddy. Now he seems to understand that she was not for him – Kathy answered.
- Come on to my room, we have to talk – Paddy pushed me to stairs.
- Bye – I called to the girls.
In Paddy’s room we sat to his bed.
- Why did you do this? – I asked Paddy. 
- Because I love you – he shrugged.
- But you also love Sara, do you? – I cried.
- No, I’m not in love with her anymore – he answered looking in my eyes.
- You can’t stop to love somebody just in a little while – I noticed.
- I have never loved Sara – he said looking to he window.
- Don’t lie Paddy, please, I wanna know the truth – I was shook.
- At first I loved her, I guess, I asked her to going out with me, but after few months she was faithless to me, so I had broken up with her and went to England. I wanted to hide before the scandal and escape from her. Then I fell in love with you, but Sara tried to kill herself and I had to come back to her. I’m really not in love with her anymore. I hate her… - he said weakly.
I sat closer him and took his hand. He was still looking in the window and the tears were running down his cheeks. I put my head to his shoulder. 
- I’m so sorry for you – I cried.
- Do you forgive me that I didn’t tell you who I’m and I didn’t write? – he turned to me.
- Mike, you told me who you were, but I didn’t listen. Remember? You told me that your name was Paddy Kelly and I… I was so stupid. And I think you had a reason to not write. It’s ok. – I wanted to cheer him up.
- We are together again? – he asked.
- Uh.. I don’t know Paddy… What we are going to do now? What will Sara do if she knew what you did at the gate? – I worried.
- Hanna, I don’t know what will happen but I know one thing for sure. I love you and can’t loose you. I’ll fight for our love.
He took me in his strong arms and kissed me so deeply.
- I love you too – I whispered to his ears.
We sat there together for about half hour. We didn’t say anything. I knew Paddy was thinking about Sara and how he should tell her about us. He was a bit scared. I was too. What if Sara won’t let him go? She would try to kill herself again. Paddy will come back to her or he’ll keep his promise to me? She was a pretty, famous model at all, and I was only a poor, naive girl. And whole these things were too much for me. Yes, I loved Paddy, and he loved me as he said, but they will destroy us. Maybe this guy, who was sitting next to me, was made for someone else? What I should do now?
- Paddy, I’m sorry, but have to leave you alone. I can’t be your girlfriend anymore. I can’t ruin your life – finally I broke the silence.
- What are you talking about? Why are you act this way all the time? Why you are pushing me away? – Paddy yelled standing up.
- There are so many girls who love you – I started to cry – Beside, you are not the guy that I have met in the airport anymore. Michael was different, he wasn’t famous, and he was a simple romantic guy… - I shouted.
- I’m this guy from England and I also want those days back, but I can’t. But you know what? You don’t love me, and you never have. I thought you are strong, but I was wrong – Paddy cried.
- You don’t see it? I don’t suit to you. I do love you, but I don’t want to and I’m pushing you away because I want to forget.
- You are right; we should part with each other. But I want you to remember that I loved you and I tried to save our relationship. And take this necklace – he said giving me the gold necklace.
- No, I don’t take this – I said - Are you going to marry Sara? – I added quickly.
- Yes, I have to. I have no reason to live and I don’t care who will be my wife. You said that you can’t ruin my life but you are doing it leaving me. You are just a little egoist.
- Maybe you are… anyway, I wanna be with you but not now, not… - I yelled at him.
Suddenly someone opened the door. It was Sara.
- Hi honey, I’m back – she said – what is going on here? Who is she?
- She is… nobody and she is leaving.
- Is she the girl that you kissed at the gate? The fans told me… - she said to Paddy and then she turned to me – you are a bitch. Paddy is mine.
- Sara shut up. I want to be alone now – Paddy said that and turned away.
- Paddy, who do you think you are? I’m your girlfriend, and in few days I will be your wife. You can’t treat me this way. If you are betraying me with that bitch I could kill you both. You have to be mine! Paddy do you hear me? – yelled at Paddy.
Paddy didn’t say anything.
- I’m not a bitch; cause here is just one bitch - that is you. And I don’t let you to treat Paddy like this. By the way, I want to tell you that Paddy is my boyfriend and I won’t let him go with you. And you can’t do anything to part us. Our love is stronger than everything – I explain with a smile.
Paddy turned to me unbelievable. He couldn’t say anything.
- Paddy? What is going on here? Say something – Sara was in furious.
- This is Hanna, my girlfriend and I love her, not you. We will be together forever. Go away from my room! – Paddy said calmly.
- Ok, but it’s not the end – Sara shouted and left the room.
Paddy closed the door.
- Were you serious? – he turned to me.
- Yes, I was. I really want to be with you – I said unsurely.
- Thank you for the chance. You won’t regret. – he said kissing me.
Then we went together downstairs. Angelo, Maite, Barby, Kathy, Joey, Jimmy and John were there. They were hard laughing.
- What is so funny, guys – Paddy asked.
- Sara was here she was in furious and she fell there in the stair. She looked funny – Maite said laughing – Who is it? – she asked while noticing me.
- This is Hanna, my girlfriend. And that girl, you don’t believe, but she is my sister – Paddy smiled pointing at this girl – and there are rest of my family.
- Hi Hanna, now I know why Sara was so mad – Maite laugh.
We introduced to each other then I and Paddy went to the park around the castle. 
- Come here, I’ll show you my Heidi – Paddy smiled.
- Who is Heidi? You next girlfriend? – I asked serious.
- Jealous? – he laugh loudly.
- Paddy. It’s not funny – I pushed him.
- Look there is Heidi! She is running to me. She is sweet, isn’t she?
- But it’s a goat – I was a bit surprised.
- Yeah, my next girlfriend – Paddy teased me.
- I don’t know how could fall in I love with such a naughty guy like you.
- Because I’m so sweet – smiled Paddy.
- And you are very modest – I added.
All this afternoon we spend together. I forgot about the rest of the world. I was really happy with Paddy. With every minute I felt more love to him.
- Paddy, I have to go know, my friends are waiting for me – I said sadly.
- Where do you girls stayed? – He asked.
- We don’t know yet. We’ll find some cheap hotel for this night – I answered.
- Maybe you all can stay here – he offered.
- Are you serious?
- Yes, I’m very serious. That way we can spend more time with each other.
- You are great Paddy.
I told it and went with Paddy to the gate. Paddy talked to a bodyguard that let my friends come in. When they were inside we hugged and kissed each other like we hadn’t met for years. After that Ann turned to Paddy.
- Hello, Paddy. My name is Ann – she said.
- And I’m Monika, nice to see you – she tried hard to not burn.
- My name is Marta.
- And the last musketeer is me, Kate.
After this introduction we went to the castle.
- Guys, we have some guests to night. – Paddy said.
- Hi Angelo! – Ann said running to her biggest idol. – Can I kiss you – she asked.
- Wow, Angelo… Romeo, what have you done to this poor girl – Paddy teased.
Angelo was all red, and he couldn’t say anything. So did Ann. They only looked at each other. Finally Patricia ‘saved their lives’. 
- Hey, what is going on here? – she asked.
- The girls are staying with us this night – Paddy answered.
This night we had a lot fun. We sang some Kelly songs. Of course I didn’t know any of them. I regretted that I didn’t listen to them before. Now their songs seemed to be different, full of magic. Now I understood why my friends are so crazy for them. All the night I looked at Paddy. I hadn’t known him that way. He had never sung before, except this one in the airplane. I noticed that two of friends, Monika and Kate, also looked to Paddy with a lot of love. I was afraid of it. Ann all the night tried to not see Angelo, but I knew that she loved him and she would do everything to talk with him for a while. Marta went to all of the Kellys asking for autographs and talking with them. She liked Maite a lot. They were laughing and telling jokes for hours. Suddenly Papa Dan came to us.
- Guys, you make too much noise. It’s already late. 
- I love you Papa – Marta said and run to hug Papa Dan.
Everyone laughed out. Marta was always very impulsive. She treated him like her father and the rest like her own brothers and sisters.
- Young lady, I predicate it, but who are you? – he asked.
- Oh, I’m sorry Papa. My name is Marta. – she said shaking his hand.
- If I have a good memory, my youngest child is Angelo – hi joked.
- Yes, but now you have one more kid, for free – Marta said.
- I like this kid – he smiled.
- Dad, this is my girlfriend, Hanna – Paddy introduced me.
- Hello, Mr. Kelly – I said.
- Welcome to my house - he said pleasantly.
- And this is Ann, Kate, Monika and Marta her friends and our fans – Paddy went out.
- Ok, have fun, but not to loud, I wanna take a bit rest.
- Ok Papa – Johnny said and helped him reach his room. 
- Guys it’s late, we should go to bed now – Patricia said.
- Where the girls can sleep? – Paddy asked.
- Three of them can stay in guestroom and the other can sleep in my room and Maite’s room - Barby said.
- And in mine – Paddy added.
- I’m not going to sleep with you Paddy if you had me on your mind – I smiled.
- I’m going to Maite’s room. We have to talk about something – said Marta.
- So I’ll sleep with Barby. – I said.
The rest three girls went to the guestroom. At the night I couldn’t sleep. It was a wonderful day. Paddy and I were together again. And I was in a big castle. I had never dreamed to sleep here.
- Hanna, you can’t sleep, don’t you? – suddenly I heard Barby’s voice.
- No, I can’t. I’m so happy that I’m here and your brother loves me. – I turned to Barby.
- Do you love him? – she asked.
- Why do you ask? – I attacked her.
- I just want to know.
- Yes, I really do. But I can’t say that he is all my life or such a thing. – I said.
- Paddy is very sensitive and I don’t want anyone to hurt him. I know that things about Sara and I wish it never happen again – Barby told me.
- I can’t promise you that I’ll love Paddy whole my life. I can only promise that I won’t do such things like Sara. You may think that I don’t love your brother, but I really care for him.
- Ok, let try to sleep. – she said and turned away.
‘What have I done she hates me’ – I thought ‘She thinks that I don’t love Paddy and I will hurt him’.
Next morning when I woke up Barby was not there. I changed myself and went downstairs. Whole the family was in dinning-room having breakfast and talking about something funny. But Paddy was not there.
- Good morning! – I said.
- Good morning! – they called.
- Where is Paddy? – I was wondering.
- Paddy? He is still sleeping. Nine o’clock is too early to him to wake up. – Jimmy said.
- Can I go to wake him up? – I asked.
- Of course you can, but he will be very mad. – Maite warred me.
- It’s my risk. – I smile and went away.
When I was close Paddy’s door I heard him talking in the phone with Sara. I knocked on the door.
- Who is it. Go away – I heard form inside.
- Paddy, it’s me – I said calmly.
- Oh sorry – he opened the door – come in.
- Why are you so mad? – I wondered.
- I had a phone from Sara. – he answered.
- What did she say? – I asked.
- It’s not matter. Had you a good night? – Paddy wanted to know.
- Yes, I had, but what had Sara said? – I wondered.
- She told me some stupid things. She said she would revenge for the things we had done to her. – Paddy stood up.
- I’m afraid of it. She could destroy our relationship. – I told Paddy.
- No, nobody can. Trust me. – he looked at my eyes.
- Come on for breakfast. – I proposed.
We went together to dining room.
- What have you done there so long guys? – Angelo yelled.
- We had to talk. – Paddy answered.
- Yeah, yeah… such a thing we call kissing not talking. – Jimmy said.
- Jimmy, you don’t know what we did so… - Paddy told him – I’m hungry so let me eat.
First he made sure that I was already sitting down and he did it himself. He had a big breakfast and then we went together to the garden.
- Do you like here? – Paddy asked me.
- Yes, I like it very much. – I answered.
- What do you think about my family?
- They all are so nice. But I’m not sure if they accept me as your girlfriend. I’m not famous, I don’t have a lot of money… exactly I don’t have anything to offer you.
- You are wrong. You can give me very much… Your love is everything for me. I have met a lot famous people and I have enough. It’s good that you are just a normal girl.
- But someone could think that I’m with you for money or something…
- Who said that?
- Nobody, but they might to.
- Don’t listen to them. We love each other and nobody should care about this.
We kissed each other standing under a tree beside the lake. We can see that in the other bank were Ann and Angelo walking together. I was wondering where are the rest three girls. I saw them at breakfast and then they were gone. Paddy and I went to Angelo and Ann.
- Hey pigeons, what are you doing? – Paddy asked.
- Nothing Paddy – Angelo wanted us to go away.
- Ann, where are Monika, Marta and Kate? – I wondered.
- They told me that they wanted to visit Maite’s clothe-room. Let find them. – Ann spoke up.
Ann and I went inside the castle and found Maite’s room. Paddy and Angelo stayed outside. When we reached to the room e heard a big laugh. We came in.
- Girls, what are you doing? – Ann asked.
- Just stupid girls stuff. Come on, join us. – Maite smiled.
We spent there about a half hour talking about the boys, making-up and of course the clothes.
- Girls, are you going to our concert today? – Maite asked.
- Of course, we are here to see you live – Marta jumped into her feet.
- I want to see Paddy’s butt – Monika added.
And they all laughed, but I didn’t understand. I laughed with them, but inside I was mad. How could she say such a thing about my boyfriend?
- Do you have something special for the show, Maite? – Ann asked.
- I don’t know if the other have anything. I’m going to wear this tonight. – she said pointing to the colourful costume.
- Girls – Paddy called in the hall.
- We are here – I stood up and went to Paddy.
- We have to go to Cologne now. Hanna can I ask you for something? – Paddy said.
- Of course, what can I do for you? – I turned to him.
- Can you take a guitar from my room to downstairs? I have to find the other. – he asked.
- See you downstairs then. – I said.
I went to Paddy’s room. Wow, what’s a big mess. A lot papers were in the table and also in the floor. I looked for the guitar, but I couldn’t see. In his bed was a big newspaper with his picture in the first site. I sat down to his bed and started to read. It said: ‘Paddy Kelly tried to kill Sara S., his girlfriend, because she was pregnant”. It was a shock for me. I knew it was not true, but it would cause Paddy a lot of problems. Why he didn’t tell me about it?
- Hanna, are you here? – Paddy went into his room.
- I can’t find your guitar, but… - I started.
- Sorry, yesterday I lent it to Angelo. – he interrupted me. – Come on!
He was in such a good mood. I didn’t want to talk about the paper.
- Now, we are going to have a sound check and then a concert. You’ll see the Kelly Family live and you’ll like them. – he said while we were in the stairs.
- I don’t know, they all look like girls – I teased him.
Then we went to the bus. Of course I sat next to Paddy. Suddenly Paddy said that he had a poem for me.
- So tell me then – I asked him.
- Ok, listen ‘The roses are red,
the sky is blue,
the grass are green
and I love you’.
- Wow, Paddy, what are a romantic words – Angelo laugh.
- Angelo, go away – Patrick shout to Angelo.
- I can’t Paddy we are in the bus. If you want to lose a girlfriend make up more poems like this, hahaha.
- It was very funny poem, I like it – I spoke up.
- I have the other one – Paddy added and started to speak:
“Hand in hand
heart to heart
my love for you
shall never part.”
- Hanna, did you know that Paddy is our poet? – Jimmy asked.
- Well, I see it now. – it was my answer – And I like his poems very much.
- I think only you like those poems that he has just said – Maite joined to our conversation – they are no sense.
- Hey, hey… it was my love poems. You guys get off of it. You don’t have to like it – Paddy pretended that he was mad.
- Look, what have you done, my bear is mad now – I said touching his checks.
- Your bear?? – Paddy looked up – do I look like a bear?
- Maybe you would like to be my, hmmm… – I had to think.
- … Your sweetheart? – He added.
- No, my puppy! – I laugh.
- I was born as Paddy, they call me a poet, but for you I’m a puppy – Paddy sang.
The whole family had to laugh. Finally we got to the hall of the concert. We went out of the car and got inside. Paddy and I walked around the hall for when a concert-team set their instruments to stage. 
- There in the bus, I wasn’t serious with those two poems… Did you really like it?
- Well, they were very original and funny.
- I have a real poem for you. 
He said it and gave me a piece of paper.
- Don’t read it now. Waite till I’m on the stage tonight.
- I wonder what it is. I’m afraid I can’t wait so long…
- Sweetie, be patient…
- Mr. Kelly, is that girl your second girlfriend? Why did you try to kill Sara? – a reporter was behind them.
- How did you get here? – Paddy was nervous – Go away.
In that moment a bodyguard came and took this man away. Paddy turned to me.
- Don’t care about what he has said.
- Paddy, I know what he has talked about. I read the paper in your bed today.
- So you know. It’s a big lie. I would never…
- Paddy, I know. You don’t have to explain it to me – I tried to calm him down - It’s my fault.
- Sweetie, it’s not your fault. It’s Sara’s revenge.
- Don’t be sad today, please. This is your first Kelly-concert.
- Paddy, come on! – Jimmy called him to sound check.
- Promise me that you won’t think about it tonight – he said quickly.
- I promise – I murmured.
Paddy jumped to the stage and I went to my friends who were watching the Kellys and shouting.
- More power guys – Marta yelled.
- Gizz Marta, don’t shout that loud. Wait for tonight. – I said.
The Kellys played some songs and then we went to have dinner. During dinner we talked a lot about the concert. We decided that we would be in the security section, before the first row. After dinner the Kellys had to make-up and change their clothes. I couldn’t wait more to know what Paddy had written me in this card, so I opened it. It said: 

A Love Like Yours
I'm drowning from the kisses
Falling from your lips
My heart tastes your love
And of you slowly sips
Never in my life
I have felt a love like yours
This love is like our island
And you've landed me on its shores
I'm casqued in your beauty
From your heart to your body
Falling in deeper and deeper
To the love that you're giving me
Your words are like an orchestra
Playing sweet music to my heart
My only wish is that there is no ending
To this beautiful start

Wow, what a wonderful poem. Now I saw him as the one in England – my romantic Michael. Before their performance I went to Paddy and whispered to his ears: ’Thank you. I love you’. Then I went to my place and Paddy with his family to the stage. The Kellys did a great show this night. After ‘Fell in love with an alien” Paddy looked to me and said to his microphone: ’Thank you for being here’. Everyone might think it was to the public, but I knew he said it to me. I felt like a princess. I noticed that Ann was crazy for Angelo openly now. She called his name all the time. Also Monika and Kate called Paddy’s name. Some bad feelings felt on me. Marta just jumped around.
- The concert was great. I have never seen any appearances like that. – I told them after the concert.
- Yes, it was amazing – Marta nodded.
Then we went to the bus. I release that the Kellys were very tied, especially Paddy. At the concert he was the front-man. He sat on his place and he didn’t say anything, he looked sleepy. I also didn’t say anything. I only looked at him and admired him for what he did this night. I opened his poem and read it again and again. At a moment I noticed that in the poem was something more than the beautiful words. It seemed that he had asked me for the ‘prove’ of my love. I have never thought about it. I said to myself that I would never make love if I were not in love. Thought I loved him, but not that much to go to bed with him. And now he has so many troubles with Sara and newspapers. It would be hard to say ‘no’ to him. Suddenly he turned to me.
- Hanna, have you read my letter? – he asked.
- Yes, I have. I like it a lot – I said shyly.
- It’s good that you like it. When are you going to leave Germany?
- Tomorrow, we had promised it to our parents.
- Would you sleep in my room tonight?
- Hmmm… No!! I mean I can’t. – I said quickly 
- Are you afraid of me? – he asked calmly.
- No, I’m not. Should I? – I smiled.
- I only want you to sleep with me that night. Only sleep, nothing more. I would never do anything that you don’t like to do.
- I know, you are a gentleman but…
- You don’t want to be with me?
- Maybe when we know each other better… Are you mad?
- No, I just though about something stupid.
This night we did say to each other any words more. My friends and I had to talk about leaving the castle.
- Girls, we had nice times here, but tomorrow, we have to say goodbye to them. – Marta said sadly.
- Yes, that’s pity. – Monika sighed.
- Ann, are you in love with Angelo? – Marta was wondering.
- Yes, I am in love with him – Ann blushed.
- I knew that. You shout his name whole the concert. – I spoke up.
- He is another boy than I respected. I used to think that he is a sweet angel, but now I know that he is just a boy – said slowly.
- So is Paddy – Monika added.
- Monika, don’t be mad but are you in love with Paddy? – I asked.
- Well… I don’t know… No, I’m not – she couldn’t decide.
- Let’s talk about tomorrow. – Marta reminded us – When we are leaving?
- We have a train at four p.m. so we have to leave here at three – Ann proposed.
- Yes, we are leaving at three. – I agreed.
After this I went to Barby’s room and Marta to Maite’s room. When I got there Barby didn’t sleep.
- Hanna, are you going to leave? – Barby asked.
- Yes, tomorrow we have to come back to Poland.
- And what about Paddy?
- What do you mean?
- Are you going to leave him forever?
- I don’t know. At the morning I’ll talk with Paddy about it.
- Would you stay if Paddy asks you for it?
- No, I can’t. I’ll have to go to school soon. I understand that you care about your brother, but he is a big boy.
- You don’t understand. If you leave now, he will be very sad. And the paparazzi try to hunt him, the fans follow him. It’s too much. I’m afraid that he would do something stupid.
- What can I do? I really have to go back. My place is not in Paddy’s side now.
Barby didn’t say anything more. The things that she said made me scare. She knew him better than me and she said such things. I started to regret that I said ‘no’ to him in the bus. That night I also couldn’t sleep. I wrote some poems for Paddy. exactly for myself, because I wouldn’t dare to give it to him.
- Good morning – I said when Barby opened her eyes.
- Why did you wake up so early? – she asked.
- It’s already seven o’clock. It’s not so early. I heard Paddy’s voice outside window, but I can’t see him. – I slimed.
- I want to sleep. – she said that and cover herself.
I changed myself and went downstairs. And then to the garden to Paddy. I stopped walking when I saw Paddy was kissing Monika. 
- Hanna… I’mm… - he said while he noticed me.
I didn’t say anything. I just run away. I wished it were just a bad dream. Paddy caught me soon.
- I’m sorry… it means nothing to me – he explained – I’m sorry.
- I thought I mean something for you but I was wrong – I cried.
- Please, I love you. – he said.
- If you love me you would not act this way. You couldn’t kiss one of my best friends and you couldn’t… - I looked at his eyes – Who I’m for you??
- You are my everything, my love – he cried too.
I had never seen him like this. I was mad at him but at the same time I would like to hold him.
- I have to pack my stuff. We are going to leave soon – I said coldly and left him alone.
I went to Barby’s room and took my stuff to a bag. Barby was sleeping, but when she heard that I was crying she said.
- Hanna, why are you crying?
I didn’t be able to answer her. She asked again.
- What is going on?
- Nothing Barby. I have found out that I’m a stupid, naive girl. 
- Tell me what happened! – she got mad
- No, your brother would do it better – I answered her and took my bag from her room.
- Hanna, what are you doing – Ann asked me while she saw me with my bag.
- I’m leaving. See you all in the station at three. – I yelled.
- Why are you crying? – Marta asked.
- I don’t want to talk about it now. – I answered.
At the same time Monika came in. I didn’t want to see her and went out. Paddy saw me with the bag and came to me. 
- Don’t leave like this. Let’s talk with me. I know it was my fault. But I want you to understand me.
- You don’t have to explain me anything. You know what you have done. I don’t care.
- But you can’t go like that. There, in the gate, are many paparazzi. They are waiting for you.
- If that is all, goodbye!
I said it and left Paddy behind. It hurt me very deep, but I couldn’t forgive him the kiss with my best friend. I was always very proud and it was hard for me to forgive anyone. Monika and I were friends for many years; we were together in the elementary school, and then high school. We lived close each other… And now, because of a guy our friendship was going to fall apart, and also my new love was breaking down. I went to the gate as fast as I could. The paparazzi noticed me and they had done a lot of picture and they asked me questions that I didn’t understand. I didn’t know German as well. I just stood there not knowing what to do. Suddenly somebody caught my hand. It was Barby.
- Don’t go there. Come with me. – she said.
- I don’t want to see Paddy anymore. – I answered.
- Let’s have a talk. – she said calmly.
I knew that I can’t go to the gate ‘cause of the fans and paparazzi. I went with Barby to a chair under a tree.
- Listen, you promised me to not hurt my brother, remember? – she started.
- Yes, but he is hurting he. I know that you don’t like me, but it’s not my fault that your brother… - I couldn’t finished this sentence, I couldn’t think about him.
- I’m not your enemy. I care about Paddy because he always cares for me. I don’t want anybody to hurt him. Though, I know Paddy did wrong kissing your friend, but you should know that it wasn’t his fault. You should listen to him. Paddy is a special person, everything he does have a reason – she said calmly - Hanna, Paddy really cares for you. And I know you care for him too.
- I care for him, but not that much to forgive the thing he have done – I lied.
- I know it’s not true. I have read this. – Paddy was behind us and he heard everything.
- Where did you get this – I said pointing in the paper in his hand.
It was my poem that I’d written that night. Barby left us so quite that I didn’t noticed that she was gone.
- I founded it in Barby’s room – he said quietly.
- You shouldn’t take other’s private things – I yelled.
Paddy slowly sat next to me. He took my hand and he said:
- I know I failed you once again – he said sadly – I didn’t want to.
- This was the last time ‘cause I’m not going to be your girlfriend anymore. How could you do this with my friend? Because I didn’t want to sleep with you? – I wondered.
- No, today I wake up early to spend time with you. I heard a voice in the garden and I thought it was you so I went there calling your name. But you were not there but Monica. I wanted to go back but she asked me to take a picture with her, so I agreed and then I don’t know what was happened… - he explained.
- Paddy, we don’t match to each other. It’s not your fault or mine, but we just can’t be together. I’ll came back today to Poland and we’ll never meet again. – I cried.
- But what about this poem? You love me, and I love you too.
- So what?
- Try to forgive me. We will be happy together.
- Maybe one day I’ll forgive you, but I won’t come back to you. You are not the same guy that I have fell in love with– I said  And this poem is a goodbye present for you.
- But… Can we be friends?
- No! We can’t.
- I understand – he said slowly - Yesterday I wrote you a poem from my heart. I have never done such a think to a girl. You are the only one that wants me not for my money or famous but for me. Yesterday I thought a lot about us. I though we would be together forever. And now everything is just disappearing ‘caused of one stupid kiss.
- There are many girls that want to be with you. You’ll find someone.
- You mean all those girls there? They don’t know me. Do you remember the things that you said in the plane? They are just fans, like Monika. They mean nothing to me.
- I don’t know what about you but when people kiss in the mouth, there is love between them.
He said nothing more but only looked forward. He was thinking about something. I heard that someone was coming to us. It was Monika.
- Hanna, I’m sorry for what I have done. It’s not Paddy’s fault but mine. I always wanted to do this and I had provocated him. It was stupid, so don’t destroy your love for that.
- But…
- It was my mistake, so forgive Paddy. He is ok.
- I can’t…
- Yes, you can. He had enough hard times in his life. He loves you. Everybody sees it. For you he left Sara and for you he wants to fight against the paparazzi. You can hate me, but you can’t leave him, please do that in the name of our friendship.
She just said that and went away. Paddy looked at me hopefully. I thought about the things that Monika said. She was right. She used to say that she would do everything to make Paddy happy. She was in love with him and now she was giving him to me. I remembered how she told me about ‘her Paddy’. Her eyes were so bright. I looked at Paddy. He looked right in my eyes and his face went closer mine. He was going to kiss me but I didn’t push him away. His lips touched mine so delicate. It wasn’t a deeply kiss but I was happy and also Paddy.
- Thank you – he said after that kiss.
- I love you – it was my answer.
Then we hugged each other and kissed some more times.
- You have written a wonderful poem – he smiled.
- Because you are a wonderful man – I said shyly.
Then he started to read it:

I love you too...
We started as friends
We care and understand
We sent a special message
That went from our hearts

You said many words 
That touched my heart
I didn’t know how to react 
Cause I was afraid to fall in love

And the days pass by
You taught me how to love
And one day I woke up
I felt you’ll be in my heart

And when the right time comes
I must say it to you
The words you want to hear
I love you too, Paddy

After he had read it I didn’t know what to say. I was all red. 
- You know what? I’m going with you to Poland for a week. What do you think about that? – Paddy broke up the silence.
- What a great surprise. What about your family and your job?
- Now we don’t have any concerts. The Cologne concert was the last one of this tour. The next tour will start in November but we call it ‘Xmas tour’ cause we will on stage till January.
- So why are you going to me only for a week? In few days is September. There are two months till November.
- I would like to be with you all the time but we have to go to Spain, USA and so on to make some contracts with records companies… it’s pity, but I have only one free week.
- It’s better than nothing. Beside it’s enough to know how I live – I said happily.
Of course we didn’t have to go back by train, but by Paddy’s limo. The driver was a Polish who wanted to visit his family so with pleasure he drove us to Poland. Angelo decided to go with us. I knew that he did it for Ann, but he was too shy to admit it. Or maybe the fact that Ann was the Kellys’ fan made him so shy? After few hours we reached Warsaw. First we went to Ann’s house, and then to Monika’s, Marta’s and Kate’s. Finally we reached my house. It was about nine p.m. Paddy sent the driver to his family and they will meet here in a week. And we went in my house.
- Hello mom, dad. These are my friends, Angelo and Paddy – I introduced them to my parents.
- Hello, Mr and Miss Nowak – Paddy said giving them his hand.
- Hello – Angelo said.
- They are staying with us few days, is it ok? – I asked my parents.
- Hanna, can we talk? – my dad was a bit nervous.
I went with my dad to his room and my mom prepared something to drink for the boys.
- What are you doing? – my dad asked angrily – You can’t bring strangers to our home.
- But dad, they are not the strangers. Paddy is my boyfriend and Angelo is his brother. We have been in their castle for two days and I think…
- What? – he yelled – you have stayed in their home? I trusted you and let you go, and now… I thought you are a big girl.
- Nothing has happened. I love Paddy and he respects me. I didn’t force me to do anything. Let them stay with me. We have a free room. Please don’t yell so loud. Please dad, trust me – I said sweetly.
- Ok, I will try to know them better.
- Thank you dad, I love you – I jumped in my father’s neck and gave him a kiss.
Then I went to the kitchen where the boys were drinking tea. Then I took them to my room and I asked my mom to clean a bit my brother’s room.
- Guys, this is my castle. It’s not so big as yours but I love this place – I said opening my room’s door – please, come on.
It was a small room, with poster of ‘Backstreet boys’ in the wall and some tidy-bears, books. Paddy sat in a chair next to my table, Angelo and I sat in my bed. 
- So you like the Backstreet boys? – Paddy started.
- Well… Yes, I like them. Nick Carter is so handsome. – I smiled.
- But Paddy Kelly from the Kelly Family is more handsome! – Paddy said.
- Are you sure? – I teased Paddy.
- Of course I’m sure. – Paddy laughed.
- I’m going to be their fan soon. – I said.
- Better not – Angelo said.
- Why not, there is a charming guy. What is his mane? Paddy? – I pretend a stupid one.
- You have to be their fan. – Paddy said.
- But, don’t put their posters in the wall – Angelo said.
- Why not? – I wondered.
- In some posters Paddy Kelly looks like a fool, he shows all teeth that he has and he used to have very funny mines on the pictures. And I think your boyfriend wouldn’t like to see that guy all the time! – Angelo laughed.
- Hanna, I forgot, here you have a mail – my dad got out my room and gave me a package.
- Thanks - I said and opened the pack. – Wow, what’s a wonderful rose.
It was a beautiful plastic rose. 
- Who has sent you it?
- It’s from Roberto – I said looking at a card.
- Who is Roberto? – Angelo asked.
- What? I though you are not together anymore. – Paddy was angry.
- That is true, Paddy. We’re part now. – I said to him, but he seemed not understand.
- What did he wrote there? – I said pointing to a card in my hand.
- It’s not matter – I said and stood up to find a place for the rose.
- Yes it is. Prove me that you have anything to hide. – he said.
- I’m going to find out where we are going to stay – Angelo said and went out.
- Paddy, what is it? You shouldn’t say such things when Angelo is here, beside you should trust me - I turned to Paddy angrily.
At the moment the letter from Roberto fell out of my hand. Paddy picked it up and he read: ‘Dear Hanna, after a month without you I feel like dying. I still love you so much. I just can't imagine my life on earth without you. You have touched my heart like no other can. And you have given me the love that I have always only dreamt of. When the rose dies, my love to you will die too… Yours forever, Roberto’.
Paddy couldn’t say anything. He just sat there and looked to the paper.
- Paddy, I’m not going to come back to him – I said.
- Maybe you should? He seems to be a good boy and he loves you. I don’t deserve to be with you.
- Are you crazy Paddy? Well, I can’t say that these words haven’t shaken me but we have through too much to not be together. I don’t love Roberto, but you. Don’t dare to forget that. – I said and sat in his knees.
We kissed each other for a long time, till Angelo went to take Paddy to their new room.
- This is my brother’s room. Now he studies in Australia and this is a one-person room, so Paddy can sleep with me. – I joked.
- Can I?? – he asked hopefully.
- Hehe, I was kidding, but I think you can – I answered.
- I’m leaving you guys… In ten minutes is a meal in the kitchen. – I said that and went downstairs.
My mom was cooking and my dad was reading a newspaper as always.
- Dad, can you give me my pocked money today? I know it’s not time yet, but I really need it – I asked my dad.
- Wait a minute young girl… It’s not too much requests for one day? – he looked at me.
- Dad, I really need it. If you want I can do everything… Please give me it today… - I begged my dad.
- Honey, I think you could give her now – my mum joined to the conversation.
- Ok, I give up – he finally said.
- Thanks – I jumped happily.
After this we had a meal. We had to wait till my parents went to sleep. Then Paddy went to my room. This night we slept together, but nothing more.
- Good morning, lovebirds! – Angelo woke us up.
- Oh, good morning. What time is it? – I asked.
- It is six. I think Paddy should go back to your bro’s room before your parent wake up. – Angelo said sleepy.
- Yes, I’m coming – Paddy said it but his eyes were still close.
Before Paddy stood up my dad arrived in my door.
- What is going on here? – he asked – Did he sleep with you last night?
- Hmm… - I didn’t know what to say.
- What do you think you are, boy. Get out of my house right now. – my dad shouted.
- Dad, we didn’t do anything wrong. We just slept together – I tried to explain.
- You are only eighteen, did you know that. You live in this house and you have some rules – my dad tried to make me understand.
- I know dad. I’m sorry. Pleaseeee – I cried.
- No, this time you’ll do what I want. Those two have to go out of my home. I don’t want you to see them again. Do you understand? – he yelled.
- Yes… - I said quietly. 
After this my dad went out of my room. I cried in Paddy’s arm. He tried to calm me down, but it was terrible. Their father was so nice for me and my friends. And my dad is so unpleasant to them.
- Hanna, we are going to a hotel. You can come and see us anytime – Angelo decided.
- I thought that all bad things had left us, but I was wrong – I cried.
Paddy and Angelo went to pack their things and went to the closest hotel. I went with them too. My dad couldn’t stop me and I couldn’t leave them just like that. They ordered one apartment with two rooms. After we got a room Paddy went to take a shower. I left with Angelo.
- Angelo, I’m sorry about my dad. You know, he thinks that I’m still a little girl… Sometimes I have enough of it all. – I said.
- Hey, don’t worry. I understand. I think I would react the same way if my daughter brings a boy to her room. Hahaha – he laughed.
- What about you and Ann? – I changed a theme.
- I like her, why do you ask? – Angelo was wondering.
- Why don’t you ask her to be your girlfriend? – I proposed.
- Because… - he started.
- Because she is your fan? – I finished.
- Yes, I don’t know if she really likes me. I’m not the same Angelo on the stage. You know. – he started to explain.
- I see. But don’t be so shy. Talk to her and find out if she likes you for who you are. – I convinced him.
- I’m not shy… but I always want to find the love like Paddy did. I would like to meet someone who doesn’t know who am - I.  Angelo said.
- Don’t you think it would be hard? You are famous and it’s hard to not know who you are. – I told him.
- But Paddy found you. – he said.
- Did he tell you how did we meet? – I asked.
- Yes, it was a funny story. – he smiled.
- Angelo, I think Ann really likes you. If you want I can call her to go here now. – I became serious.
- Do what you want… - Angelo said that but I knew he wanted me to call her.
I took a phone and I told Ann to go the hotel. She said she would come soon.
- Hanna, what about you and Monika, everything is ok? – Angelo asked when I hang up the phone.
- I don’t know. I haven’t talk to her yet. I just don’t know what to do. She is my friend, but she hurt me a lot. – I said sadly.
- But you have forgiven my brother, don’t you? – Angelo wondered.
- Yes, but I can’t forget this. Sometimes when we kiss I imagine myself that he is kissing Monika. – I said.
- My bro is a good man; I’m not saying that because he is my brother of course. I was a witness of some Paddy’s unfortunate loves and I saw many times when girls hurt him. He is very careful when he says ‘I love you’. If he says that he really means that. – Angelo convinced me.
- I have noticed that your bro is very serious when he talks about love. Yesterday he even wanted to leave me. – I said.
- Why? Who was the guy that sends the rose to you? – Angelo was wondered.
- It was my ex. – I said quickly.
- Now I understand why Paddy was so angry. – he said – Do you love him?
- Love who? – I asked.
- This guy – Angelo said.
- Roberto is a wonderful boy. I loved him a lot. But…
Suddenly Paddy went out of the shower. He had a towel in his head and his waist. I realized that he was angry.
- Paddy, I missed you – I jumped on my feet and wanted to kiss Paddy, but he turned away.
- Now is my turn to take a shower – Angelo said and went to bathroom.
- You told me that you don’t love him anymore – he said.
- Come on Paddy, don’t be like that. Just kiss me – I said – You are the only one in my heart right now.

CHAPTER 3